23 February 2010

Where's the Fire?

You know I love the island nations of Haiti. I now have to steel myself in order to search, read and see images of its suffering. Each visit is a conscious decision. My heart and mind stretch to accommodate the emotions the words and images provoke. Compassion and a million ways to make things more humane for the Haitian people fill my mind.

That's what I was doing this morning when the fire alarm system was triggered. Residents had been sent a memo about testing. However, the alarm continued to blare. There's no mistaking its warning sounds. I hear the fire doors close. Is this for real but my sixth sense says no it isn't. I get dressed and wait to hear the sounds of sirens. There's a fire station at the bottom of the hill and a station in the adjacent town moments away.

The response was not immediate because the trucks stopped in the front office looking for the emergency. Pretty bad when the firefighters have to ask where's the fire? If I was grading them, I'd give them a D- , just because I love them. It is clear they do not have a map or understanding of the complex up here on the hill. Prepared but are we responsive? There's the question of the day.

There's nothing like a fire alarm in order to see your neighbors even though I was late going outside. I didn't see anyone from my building. Where was everyone? Gone by 9:30 am? The thought of going back into a building of blaring alarms does not make for a soothing environment. So I take a walk toward the old hospital's administrative building to find the fire trucks. The face on the EMT's face said it all. Fury! If I could be a fly on the wall at the meeting that would soon probably follow this incident. That would make a good story.

After 20 minutes or so the alarm is shut off. It's difficult to give my attention to Haiti where the images of destruction and a legless beauty are heart-wrenching and intruding. Intrusions like a false alarm are welcomed.

Here is a story about the tension the world's religions are creating in Haiti as they go about their business of "saving souls" in one of the most sacred and destitute places on Earth.  Send your relief donation to pih.org.

lwww.nytimes.com/2010/02/16/world/americas/16missionaries.html


Life can be so amusing. Love Always Wins!

20 February 2010

Tell Only Your Best Friends

Hi Denise!

I send for you the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLnCHUIMz8w

Bye

This message arrived from Hungary yesterday afternoon. When my teaching partner and friend, Molly and I, traveled to Puerto Plata for a long overdue vacation we began to associate the people we met by their cities or country of origin. This YouTube video is amazing. Just sit back and on full screen soak in the sights and the sounds.

Introducing Gabor, or as his friends call him Bundas.  Between ourselves I told him we called him Hungary. He's the epitome of a perfect gentleman out to have Fun. Applause! Applause! Applause!!







18 February 2010

Teavana

Have you discovered Teavana in your local upscale mall? I first heard it mentioned by a cousin, followed by one of my collegiate nieces. She told me it was a very cool shop and they gave out samples of hot teas. My cousin claimed it was her new passion. I hope not supplanting her passion for wines. She is so knowledgeable and well informed. She's, also, one of the kindest and most generous women I'm grateful to have the pleasure to be related to. We're on the same wavelength about many issues and ideas. Our grandmother, the one who said "there is nothing a cup of tea can't cure" shared a common understanding of both of us. She was a strong, sober Irish-American maternal archetype with wisdom for our ears. She was a grand lady with the common touch. She was an ace bridge player and had a gaggle of girlfriends and sisters to travel, shop and play cards with.

It was towards the end of her life just before she got sick and we were standing in the living room of the apartment of her widowhood simply talking. She asked me if I believed in reincarnation. She groaned as I affirmed that I did. "Oh, I don't want to do it all over again. Once has been plenty." We both giggled.

"I want you to know that I did everything I wanted to in my life. I have no regrets. I went where I wanted and did what I wanted. You have moxie. You must do the same." Fortunately, neither of us knew what lay ahead. However, I never forgot her words as exchanged. Now we're making it happen!

So how does this relate to Teavana? In recognition and celebration of the launching of Tea With Dee my cousin gave me a gift set from Teavana and a sample of a special blend she exclaimed about. I was delighted and couldn't wait to open the box when I came home. Inside their were six vacuum sealed teas, a special teapot, German rock cane sugar, four copper-colored tins for the tea and a silver spoon. Everything for a perfect tea party!

I nearly swooned over my first cup of her special blend; White Ayurvedic Chai and Samurai Chai Mate. Now, I truly understand why tea has always been valuable across international cultures and borders. This brew aroused taste senses previously dormant. I was sold on the first sip. Yes, she cautioned, it was expensive but what isn't these days?

So off to the mall I go. Shopping is not one of my favorite past times which makes me unlike most women. I guess I get visually over-stimulated and overwhelmed. I cut through Nordstrom's on my way, catching glimpses of the current styles and awed by the shoe and cosmetics departments. What I need is a personal shopper. Not familiar with the layout of the renovated mall and without having a guide on hand, it took me a time to find Teavana. By this time I feel like a deer in headlights.

This was a small shop that could barely accommodated ten people and it was buzzing. A customer service clerk approached me almost immediately. "Hi, may I help you?" Those are among my favorite words. After a quick exchange of teapots, I inquire about the blend.
"We are serving it today, would you like to try some?"
"Actually, I have."
She rattled off all this beneficial information and how if I bought a pound I'd get x, y, and z savings. "OK", I heard myself say while wondering what I had agreed to buy. The clerk spoke with such authority and authenticity that I became an easy sell or mark.
"How much is a pound?", I asked as the clerk pulled from a back wall two, hatbox-sized tins and a smaller cylindrical tin.  She started scooping out the most beautiful looking teas with colors, spices, and flowers.

"$55 a pound and we guarantee freshness for a year in this tin."

OMG and you don't even smoke this stuff, I thought. What have I done?

I took out the debit card, noticed the store manager was smiling and made room for another woman with a same-sized tin needing to be refilled with her favorite brew. I took in the Japanese ambiance, the distinctive set-up to maximize space and the crowd of young, old and middle age co-mingling inside and outside the shop. Teavana has a formula and it works. Check it out, if you haven't already. You can buy it by the ounce. You do not need to buy it by the pound. Although, at my current rate of tea consumption, I'm glad I did.

It's delightfully delicious! Cheers!  teavana.com

Love Always Wins!
           D


15 February 2010

Happy Chinese New Year!

I just love the Chinese people whether they be American or foreign born. That China "owns" the USA makes the unfolding 21st Century events in the financial, political and social domains worthy of attention. The Chinese have teams working in the wreckage of Haiti. As a distraction, it's Olympic time in Vancouver but two years ago it was Beijing. The lyrical sound and English spelling of China's capital city intrigues me. I have dreamed since childhood of a journey to China. Journey is the right word for China as a destination.

Two members of my family have done business in Shanghai, therefore, they've made trips to China. One of my brothers regaled me with stories about his week long trip to China several years ago. I know of only one businessman who combined his trip to China with tourism. That was 30 years ago, when US high-tech companies permitted their representatives to explore beyond the confines of business. Within a matter of weeks, a 15 year-old nephew will embark on a journey of a lifetime as an exchange student in Taipei (Taiwan). He has found his passion in the Mandarin language. With a USA passport in hand, he is going where we can only dream about going. Applause for his parents! Applause! Applause!

His host family has never made the trip to mainland China but that's OK with me because I've never been to Cuba either. It's the same principle as far as I'm concerned. I'm not savvy enough to get into the theoretical debates about systems. Ours is in collapse. We know that. China emerges. Yin and yang. The Chinese continue as the most ancient civilization on the planet to contribute immeasurably to the American culture.

One of the loves of my life was Chinese-American man. He was one of those rare instant knowings. However, my conservative and orthodox father refused to give me permission to date him. It broke my heart and shattered any illusions I held about him as a man. It took me decades to forgive him but this I have done. Peace, or what disguises itself as peace in the Irish-American culture, reigns between us.

As for my love, well, he just reappeared in my life! Successful, married happily with three grown children and about to further the journey of his lifetime. As we talked on the phone, time just evaporated. You can not imagine the joy this conversation was for me. It was a major Christmas present! Like all women of a certain age, I wonder what became of certain friends and special ones I've met along the way. 

I always knew he would be hugely successful and would chose a woman for love regardless of status. I knew about his industriousness, his ethics and a plenitude of exceptional qualities. I understood he would put his family first. He was my introduction to the Chinese-American culture in a local seafaring city once known for its trade with China and East Asia. Huge fortunes were made here and we have the Chinese to thank for that. Its influence on and contribution to American culture is forever under-estimated.

Our clan welcomed a beautiful, healthy Chinese girl as our newest family member four years ago. Not unlike the Chinese philosophy, she is an only child who will have the best life can afford. Undoubtedly, she will amaze and astound us with her gifts and talents. This is the wonder of all Asian women I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. They simply amaze and astound me. The same goes for the men. I have much to be grateful for to be called their friend.

A special thank you, to Bei Bei and Vikki, who single-handedly have delivered the requisite number of followers to get the attention of Google. Of course, not everyone is Chinese. However, despite whatever their originating or multi-cultural heritage, my readers are the most intelligent, accomplished and creative expression of divine love in action. They've proven their conviction, strength, courage and power. They're also a lot of fun, too! We'll keep spreading the word. That's what farmers do.

2010 is the Year of the Tiger which is also known by its formal name of Geng Yin.  It's the year 4707 in the Chinese calendar. www.chinapage.com/newyear.html

However, it is later than you think!!

Love Always Wins!

  - D



13 February 2010

Summer Semester 2009: Bei Bei

I remember the first time I realized this beautiful and talented Chinese woman had authentic power. This was my debut as an ESOL teacher. I was soloing while the college administration was undergoing a series of management changes. I had done my homework, went through the courtship and was ready to take my place on the faculty. It had been 25 years since I'd been in a classroom and I was eager to begin after a long hiatus. I really liked and respected the two women who brought me under their wings and encouraged me to fly. Little did I know that the college's financial reorganization plan did not include them. Memories of previous crisis situations put me on alert. "Let's see what happens here", I thought. Academic politics is a brutal sport.

Meanwhile, I had a third level English class waiting for me. Right from the start, I knew I would never have a class like this again. This class of predominantly professionals from the Dominican Republic and Colombia included lawyers, doctors, MBAs and graduates from their home country's most prestigious universities. The class also included this one petite Chinese beauty everyone called Bei Bei. Her smile lit up the room and she was loved by all the men and women alike. She was a bundle of energy and creativity with a direct demeaner that was simultaneously no nonsense but fun.

The power in her presence was alluring. She asked questions, she was engaging, her vocabulary and writing abilities amazed me. However, when she went to the rest room, all this positive energy left the classroom, too!
Whosh, like a vacuum sucking out the air in the room. Where was she going? I wasn't the only one who noticed. Pedro just smiled. He understood because he had been in the same class with Bei Bei the previous two semesters. When she waltzed in from her retreat, all the energy came flowing back into the room. I'd say that was a great demonstration of her power. I knew in an instant we would become great friends.

There is an old saying, "When the teacher is ready the student will come. When the student is ready the teacher will come." In this circumstance, for 3 hours a week for 12 weeks, I played the teacher and Bei Bei played the student. About 2/3 way through the course, Bei Bei hands me a CD and asks me if I'd watch the video she made by herself about her life. "Video? What can't this woman do?" Of course, I said yes.

This was a real video not a Powerpoint presentation. Here is Bei Bei, here are her parents, her baby pictures, as a student, a soldier, a nurse, an actress, a dancer and a singer in China. Here is Bei Bei with her friends in the US, teaching at the local Chinese cultural center, and here she is in our language program. She is also singing the background music and narrating in the video, posing as a vixen, dancing, vamping, and here is her daughter. In other words, her talents, creativity and genius knew no boundaries. I agreed we should show this video at the celebration event when the class received their certificates of completion. It was going to be a surprise for the class and any administrators in attendance.

Given the fact that in this class of adults, most had participated in formal commencement exercises in their home countries. Coupled with the severe financial constraints in the economy, its profound impact on our immigrant community and a directive to keep this a low-key, low-profile event, I understood Bei Bei's video said more about the quality of our students and our program than anyone would ever believe. Her leadership became the highlight of a summer evening topped off with ice cream sundaes for all in attendance.

The response and support of the class to Bei Bei and her video made the hair on my arms stand up. It was electrifying.There were calls, whistles and chants "Bei Bei!! Bei Bei!! Ooo!" She received a standing ovation! The video was replayed.

Even, the aloof new Executive Director was quoted in saying, "I've been in the academic world for a long time and I have never seen anything like that! Amazing!" That is known as showcasing the uniqueness of our ESOL students and our teachers. Bei Bei is my inspiration.

That is how I met and bonded with her. Stay tuned for part two.



10 February 2010

I Have Readers!!

Thank you to the Chinese social network that has given me hands of applause and recognition. Isn't that what we all really want? We want to be seen, to be discovered as well as to be the explorers. One reader wants to know how my love life is progressing. I'd like to know the answer as well! There isn't much to share yet.

I've had time to think especially about the old 'friend' who has resurfaced from the depths. After I realized how insulting he can be, I got my head screwed back on correctly. Fantasy material dished up with a huge dose of reality. Can you believe he had the audacity to initiate a chat while he says he is planning on moving in with his girlfriend? Honestly, do you think I care? She can have him. Happy Valentine's Day Sweetheart!

As for the new man. He, too, has a 'friend' and a host of other red flags that I once found charming. It's difficult to find men between women because they could not survive without us. Therefore, they are rarely on their own for long. We know this as women but pretend or wish it wasn't so. OK, I'll speak for just myself because I'm definitely no expert in this arena.

How to best handle a situation like this? Hit the DELETE button. It works every time. As we use to say in NYC, "next bus"....    :)

Oh, you think I'm jaded? Yes, delightfully so.



A Bit of Conversation With A Wise Soul

She was surprised to learn from me that I had Depression. For my part, I had assumed (we all know what that spells) she had heard about it from her mother. Her response was genuine and compassionate and she once again, immediately touched my heart. She asked me,

"How old were you when you got it?"

"Looking back, I was eleven or so. That's when I first knew that what I was feeling on the inside, did not match up with, what was going on in my outside world. I understood what I should be feeling but that wasn't how I felt."

I recall thinking that I must go very gently here with my curious, youthful friend. I had not intended to initiate this discussion.

"Does it hurt?"

"Sometimes.Yes, but with medication the pain goes away."

"Do you think I have it, too?"

"No. I don't think so." I reply, easily bringing our discussion to a natural close.

Ah, that's the $10,000 bonus question! I've been asked it so many times.The truth is I've learned to be a very good "diagnostician". It's because I can be a good listener. My auditory sense, the framework about how I listen, is my strength. I listen for the tone and the substance because I'm naturally intuitive. I am a Sensitive with a highly-developed sixth sense. These are a couple of the gifts of Depression and Bipolar Dis-order. Let's just call it BPD. It's referred to as the dis-ease that confers gifts.

Don't you love what words can do? Einstein said, "Words are images and images become reality."
Welcome to my reality!

 









08 February 2010

Love Always Wins

This is going to be my motto. It's true. It really does win over bitterness, negativity, anger and a host of other emotions. Forgiveness is an act of love. Letting go by trusting the divine order is an act of love. Setting a relationship or individual free is an act of love. Love simply is. It's there in an instant and can not be undone.

Have you seen the movie "Avatar" in 3-D yet? It's an amazing experience and the story plays well with women. There is a line that is spoken; "You See Me". I believe we'll hear a lot about those words in the coming weeks.

It's so different from the perspective "I SEE YOU". "I see you", has gotten me into more fixes with men in my life. I saw them but they really didn't see me. I'd lose my head and my heart because the freaking energy around love is so powerful. No more.

If a man really does 'see me', then he'd do anything to bring me joy and laughter. He'd want to spend time with me, be generous and thoughtful. There is nothing more unattractive as a cheap man. It really is about a man seeing a woman and wanting to add joy to her life.

If a man has a girlfriend. I am not interested. Texting and chatting are mind fucks and 21st Century foreplay. Yes, it works but it's without intimacy or privacy. A good old phone call and an invitation is music to my ears.

Why this topic right now? An old and a new friend are at hand. Ahhh, choices. That's more like it. I chose to go forward and surround myself with positive people and energies. What is done is done. Love Always Wins!

04 February 2010

A Bit of Marketing

Dear Readers and Followers:
I need your help. I've set a goal of 20 readers. Google calls them Followers but somehow that feels misleading.

In my opinion, my readers are special leaders or else they wouldn't be caught dead reading my writings. Once I get a nucleus of readers either by email or followers, my blog will be referenced on the internet. This would be quite an accomplishment for me. You can help make it happen. I've learned Tea With Dee as a domain name is available for a website. Just think of the advertising possibilities!

Come on. Step out of the shadows of the underground of quiet players. Will you help me get the word out? Do you dare to be yourself and an acknowledgment of your divine mission? It is for those that this blog is really for. You.

Please sign up even if you visit just occasionally or as the mood strikes. Your support has always made a difference. Would you please help me now? Thank you.

Love Always Wins,
         Dee

Censorship

I thought they'd be helicopters and air traffic in Puerto Plata given the need for airports, hospitals and basic necessities in Haiti. The proximity of these two nations with its discriminatory, historical cultural divide is left unspoken. The only helicopter buzzing around was the one carrying  a "VIP" party. Our hotel resort is selling timeshares in condos and villas to world-wide consumers, perhaps looking for a tropical place and space to vacation and retire. All amenities and even an adjacent casino for our international gambling set.

But don't take off your wristband, depending on the sparkly gold, ruby, sapphire or a plain white band with cheapcaribbean.com stamped with blue ink identifies you to security and personnel. All signs that you are in a third world country disappear behind the manned security gates. The wristband designates what beaches you can go to and what expanded amenities are available to you. A resort larger than a cruise ship with all food, top-shelf drinks and cigars included. Tell Only Your Best Friends is their motto. So I am.


Security is every where and even when you think you've escaped to the little village down the beach, you haven't. Yes, it provides employment and a deterrent from getting out-of-control but the presence of so much security makes me uneasy. Where and what is the perceived threat?

It can be argued that as a resort catering to guests that discussing the catastrophe on the other end of the island serves no purpose or may upset the guests. Yet this is the biggest story, the most moral story of our lifetime and I'm in an environment of total news blackout. Sure, I could turn on the TV in my spacious room to CNN and ABC but I'm not prone to turning on the TV even when I'm home. I do not need a TV for companionship.

Yet even before my departure, I checked my bookmarked Dominica Today believing it might have more news and images of Haiti. Wrong. Barely a blip and it was not front page news! What is wrong with this picture?

Ah, censorship, you rascal. You're far more pervasive and evident in the DR than the US. I long to learn more. I learned three things there: The people have been told there is oil under their island, in Russia the entire island is named Haiti, not Hispaniola and third many Dominicans believe this is a new beginning for Haiti. That is indeed true. There should be an abundance of opportunities for both nations alike without censorship. An informed citizenry empowers.

The Silence is Deafening

“Haiti’s catastrophe will forever divide its history”

01/26/2010

PIH Executive Director Ophelia Dahl has been visiting PIH’s sister organization in Haiti, Zanmi Lasante (“Partners In Health” in Haitian Creole). She recently sent the following note reflecting on her first 48 hours in Haiti, where she visited the University Hospital in Port-au-Prince and the Zanmi Lasante (ZL) hospital in Cange:


PIH Executive Director Ophelia Dahl with a patient in Haiti.
 
Haiti’s catastrophe will forever divide its history into before earthquake and after.

Dust has not settled. Flying towards Port-au-Prince, you can see a thick layer of smog lingering above the city. The air is acrid, stings the eyes, and makes you cough.  The airport is its own world:  a spread of tents large and small, containers, supplies, boxes, vehicles, bicycles, and people wandering about—both  in and out of uniform.

We bumped into Jens, the UN engineer who had worked with us on the bridge we helped build in Boucan CarrĂ© last year.  He was the last person to be pulled out alive from the UN meeting building. He had been under rubble for 6-8 days. Needless to say, he looked like a walking skeleton and sounded very jittery. “I had a lot of luck,” he put it simply

We drove to the University Hospital (HUEH).  The scene there is truly impressive in so many ways. Much progress has been made.  Medical tents are lined up in a row. Inside, beds and stretchers lie close together. Most patients are post surgery, bandaged, or in casts. They are now receiving narcotics. Operating rooms are up and running—now 24 hours a day. Patients are lying down, most with haunted eyes, but always responding to a greeting, often waving a slow hand. I had to stop myself from greeting them so they wouldn’t have to wave back in pain.

Last night, I sat outside the main tent at HUEH on a bench talking to Dr. Evan Lyon and Dr. David Walton, both have worked with PIH in Haiti for many years. With the lights on inside the tent, I could see the silhouettes of relatives tending to the patients, washing them with a rag, feeding or massaging them. The sadness everywhere is so palpable. Haitians are usually very expressive in their mourning. Before the quake occurred, wakes would typically last all night, with women wailing and shouting in agony outside on the ground. People often fainted during funerals. I can’t imagine that happening here now. The wailing would never stop.  There is no energy for weeping. Everything is marked by the quiet. Nearly everyone—adults and children—wear the same flat, sad expression on their faces.

Volunteers run about. Some nurses, both Haitian and American are around, but there is a lack of nursing care everywhere.  The nursing school collapsed in the quake, flattened between two buildings that still stand.  Its rubble holds the remains of the entire second-year nursing class. You can smell the bodies when you walk past.  It seems so arbitrary which buildings crumbled; maybe that’s why no one feels safe in any concrete structure.

Outside in the courtyards at HUEH, the patients who were evacuated from the ward after the second wave of aftershocks have constructed makeshift tents over their beds. It is starting to look like people are staying – where else can they go? The main buildings are mostly still standing on the HUEH campus, but several have major cracks. Patients are afraid to be inside. Evan told me that when people felt aftershock tremors last week, they pulled out their IVs and just scrambled out as fast they could.

Polo [PIH co-founder Dr. Paul Farmer] described a 35-year-old woman who had come to the hospital from the south. She was also attached to oxygen and afraid. He asked her whether anyone was with her. She said no one. She lost all her family and was brought to the hospital by a neighbor.

We also saw a woman who had been brought back to the hospital with tetanus. She was fine and had been discharged after the initial surgery on her foot. But now her neck was stiff, her head tilted back. She looked rigid and very sick. There will be medical challenges for many months and years to come. Other challenges remain too, including sanitation (there are no real toilets). You can imagine.

So many people are doing such a stellar job. Obviously, I know it is the effort of many, many folks, but Evan and David are shining stars. Old news, I know, but Evan reinforced how life-saving it has been to have Jim Ansara [founder of Shawmut Design and Construction Company] help get the electricity going. A lack of power was responsible for a lot of deaths in the first few days.

My first night, after touring parts of the city, Evan, David, Jim Ansara, Chris Strock [an engineer from Virginia Tech], and I stayed with a family in Port-au-Prince. We slept on the floor inside their house. The family slept on the ground outside—still too unsure to go in.

Yesterday, we had a leadership meeting with Zanmi Lasante (ZL) Director of Operations Loune Viaud, ZL Director of HIV/TB Dr. Fernet Leandre, PIH Clinical Director Dr. Louise Ivers, ZL Director of Monitoring and Evaluation Dr. Wesler Lambert and PIH Medical Director Dr. Joia Mukherjee and Polo to talk about the mid- and long-term response, particularly a community-based outreach movement. We spoke of ten specific communities, with a massive training of Community Health Workers for follow-up wound care and chronic care. We discussed key partnerships with food and water organizations. Joia also returned yesterday and has a plethora of details to be shared and refined.

Polo and I headed to Cange following our meeting. Silence was everywhere, as was a sort of stoicism I had not seen here before. It is impossible to greet colleagues and friends and not see that their hearts are broken.
We went first to visit the church, which has probably 70 patients lying on mattresses in rows on the ground. All of them have casts on their limbs or white bandages over their stumps. Haitian staff and volunteers change dressings every day, and this need will endure for weeks to come. In the corner of the church is an overflow pharmacy, where the piano has become a workbench and meds cover the altar. Docs round on the patients. Lovely Dr. Jon Crocker [formerly the clinical director of PIH’s project in Malawi] was seeing patients with a team of volunteers. And, as always, relatives help their loved ones with simple tasks.  There is mostly quiet, no one is talking much, but there is a sense of community. Apparently, some patients moved to other wards have asked to come back to the church. We will have mass today in the Clinic Externe.

In the hospital, all wards are taken up with amputees, patients with fractures, and some in need of spinal care. Probably 200 patients altogether. The team reported having done 1,150 x-rays. The x-ray room is a miserable place to be for those who have made the long trek, because their limbs must be repositioned to get a good film, and it is painful. But the films help ensure that their surgeries go smoothly.

There is a long road ahead for plastics, including skin grafts and wound care. We are planning for all that. We’ll need a big infusion of prosthetics in a few months. There will be perhaps tens of thousands of amputees, but it’s hard to count. Dr. Koji Nakashima, who has been working with Zanmi Lasante in Cange, says there are some NGOs with good experience helping landmine victims that we should reach out to because it is clear that expertise is required, as is steady, dedicated funding. Also, there loads of physical therapists will be needed. It is so hilly in Haiti that it’s hard to imagine life here without both legs.

I’m deeply moved by our staff. Many are suffering huge losses, but are still here. One of our lab technicians lost her husband, and her son suffered head trauma and kidney failure, yet she keeps coming to work. Having volunteer teams working with our staff is going well . The lovely team  from California here right now. The operating rooms are working hard; we’re able to do roughly 16 surgeries per day. There are three rooms available, but one is kept for emergencies and C-sections.

I am struck by many things, but the silence is deafening. The road from Cange to Hinche used to be a busy thoroughfare with trucks hurtling back and forth all day and blasting their horns. Yesterday, I counted only a handful of trucks. The trucks used to be loaded with food and things for market. Now there is just quiet—a sign that we are far from any sort of economic normalcy.
I’m heading to Hinche and, hopefully, to St Marc tomorrow.
-Ophelia Dahl

The above letter was used without permission. However, Ms. Dahl's letter is so powerful, it would be a shame not to share it with you. I trust PIH and its ED will forgive me for sharing my passion with you.
           Dee


01 February 2010

Can We Be The Best Humanitarian "Force"in Our Hemisphere?

Are we prepared to shift and expand our military's purpose to be the best humanitarian force as well as the best defensive-fighting force? Whomever was responsible for making the initial decision to stop evacuating the injured Haitian people ought to be court-martialed. Please, do not say it was the President or the VP. Though some will.

Our military's response to the crisis in Haiti has been a source of pride and I believe, is more reflective of the collected consciousness or will of the American people. I've been enraged by the TV media's desire for whipped-up, frenzied images of Haitians. The people are the warmest, gentlest, faithful, courageous, creative and persevering people, I've ever had the pleasure of meeting in my lifetime. Going to Haiti 5 years ago changed me permanently and forever.

I shared this sentiment with a gentleman from Tennessee. We, those of us from Massachusetts, were surprised to learn we were now America's heroes. The shot heard round the world or at least in the USA. This was a great surprise to me. It shouldn't have been but it was. We see ourselves as guardians of the legacy of the American Revolution and this is deeply rooted in our Commonwealth's political and multifaceted culture. Try explaining this to the man from Tennessee and then the man from Macedonia.

I track my daily Haiti news via pih.org. May I recommend you do the same? They speak the truth. Haiti is much more important than you could ever imagine.